King of Everything

It must be nice not having to deal with any consequences from your actions.

It must be nice making rules but you don't have to follow them.

It must be nice not having to change your entire life because of a mistake you didn't make.

It must be nice having a replacement even though you don't deserve it.

It must be nice being able to continue your career and lifestyle.

Because I'm the king of everything.

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I've realized, well a long time ago, that life is not fair. I truly don't understand why the undeserving continue to always get what they want.

Shouldn't there be some sort of universal karma that blasts them in the face for all their wrong doings?

I still don't get it or understand it all. How does the person in the wrong get to have it all. Their decision which caused to uproot my entire life and plan for the future has no consequences. I seem to be the one taking the brunt of everything while he gets it all. How is that fair?

I continue to do it all. Pick up the slack when he needs a week vacation, over time shifts,or any other extra curriculars. Just like before I'm the catch all, but he looks like he's got it together and he does it all. He's the king of everything.

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