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When will my life begin?


And I'll keep wonderin' wonderin' and wonderin' - when will my life begin?

She loves her mama's lemonade
And hates the sound that goodbyes make
She prays one day she'll find someone to need her
 
She swears that there's no difference
Between the lies and compliments
It's all the same if everybody leaves her
 
And every magazine tells her she's not good enough
The pictures that she sees make her cry
 
She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in-between a beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
 
She's given boys what they want
And tries to act nonchalant
Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction
 
She never stays the same for long
Assuming that she'll get it wrong
Perfect only in her imperfection
 
She's not a drama queen
She doesn't want to feel this way
Only seventeen, but tired
 
She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in-between a beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
 
She's just the way she is, but no one's told her that's okay
 
She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in-between a beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in-between a beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
She just needs someone to take her home
 
Songwriters: JONATHAN JON MCLAUGHLIN, JAMIE HOUSTON
© Walt Disney Music Company, Universal Music Publishing Group




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